Look, I don't know why exactly I've been avoiding writing. It is apart of me that I cannot shake, no matter how hard I try. I think the fear lies in what I'd actually write about; trying to avoid writing is my mind trying to avoid feelings. My emotions have strapped in the front-row seat of a roller-coaster; who knows how I'm feeling... (I'll give you a hint, I have no clue.)
Look, I'm just this one girl who is boppin' around not knowing which way is up, trying to live life to its fullest. I've come to realize that I am so young, yet too old for f[l]ake friends and wishing on 11:11. However, never ever too old for Spongebob and various other cartoons that I watch on a daily basis...moving on... feelings get my mind wondering off into "ain't nevah gunna happen" land and it takes forever & a day to get back from there. That's why I tend to block them out, which blocks out writing, which makes me miss writing, which makes my feelings overload and makes me write a rant (like this).
Look, all I'm saying is...well, what I'm trying to say here is...Ok OK the point of this blog post is...hmmmm, I'm not entirely sure. Shoot, I'm entirely sure about anything. So like, will I ever know anything? The question that will forever remain unanswered...
XOXO,
Jayy
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